ugh.. i'm so frustrated to the point where i feel like crying because i feel like i'm such a let down to all the people i've ever played with and am currently playing with right now. i give up on storyline partners, communities, private storylines, threads, and everything so easily anymore. i know this doesn't make any kind of sense, but i just want to write! my brain doesn't want to function on a high writing level anymore and i don't know if that means that i am growing out of this or if it means that i am just in some sort of funky rut? where has all my inspiration gone? things that used to come so easily, now take days, weeks, or even months to write. i used to churn out bios in hours, threads in minutes, and aim scenes in seconds. now i am so damn sluggish and lazy, there are some days where everything just seems impossible and nothing gets done. things just keep piling up until finally.. i'm in here, venting because i have no other option. i'm at my wits end and i don't know what to do anymore. it's like, i don't know whether i should quit or if i should just keep feeling frustrated because there's honestly nothing else i can do about it. i just really love writing and right now, i feel like this is my only outlet, until i think of something better to do to preoccupy my time. sigh.